Friday, April 23, 2010

And yet again

There was an incident that made my close friends think that I am an extremely sensitive girlie creature, which I most certainly am not. It was even mentioned in my write up while leaving the campus. The incident left me so embarrassed that I never went anywhere near doing it again, until today.

For people who have no idea what I am talking about, there is this sweet romantic movie 'If Only', which I happened to watch in my third year. My roommate was lying fast asleep on the other side of the bed, while I was happily watching it in mine, with my head phones on. The rest of my friends were all sitting in the next room gossipping away.

The movie was no suspense, highly predictable and I could guess where it was going and the ending too, within the first few minutes. I got so engrossed into the panic and desperation of the hero and his romantic ideas and his way of showing how much the his girl meant to him and everything, that by the end, I myself fell in love with him!

With his last monologue I was already in tears; and when she asked "Aren't you coming?" and he replied "Of course I am" knowing what was going to happen, and him covering and protecting her and actually dying for her.. I was weeping by then, uncontrollably!

I hardly realized that my roommate had woken up and was blinking groggily asking what had happened, and even my wingies in had come from the next room inquiring as to why I was crying. When they all saw that I was crying over a dead romantic hero, omg! They burst out laughing so loudly, that it broke my 15 minutes trans and brought me back into the real world.

All this while it has gotten screened a number of times in HBO, in Star Movies n all and I never even turned to that channel. I was that embarrassed! In fact, I have had it in my comp for quite sometime now. So I took a bet against myself, and decided to watch it and check out how mature and realistic I have become.

And to my greatest shock, the final scene this time, left me weeping only for 5 minutes rather then the 15 last time. Sigh! Apparently I am still quite unrealistic! But now, may be I can bet again next time, and end up not crying at all; Or may be never ever attempt watching it again!! :p


  1. lol nice 1... n btw thanks for suggestin a movie 4 me dis weekend.... :)

  2. hey, theres nothing wrong with that... infact, its sweet.... and to point out the obvious, ur a girl, u know ;-)

  3. @ viki: lol wogay! but do keep a bunch of tissues in the side just in case. :P

  4. @ eye-in-sty-in: awww.. thanks dude.. :) it does sound ok wen u put it tat way! :D btw m blushing blushing already. :)

  5. @ harini: podi! (secretly, me too. :P)

  6. Lol... almost the same thing happened with me... by the end, I was weeping without really knowing it... it was only when my tears fell 'plop-plop' on my laptop keyboard that I realized I was crying :D thankfully, none of my room-mates saw me in that state :)

  7. @ venice: gr8 to know someone as sensitive as me.. may be neither of us should watch it again to keep up our images. :P